I honestly don't know how I power through each day sometimes. It's so hard to think I might lose him. I try not to think like that, but it's my reality. Maybe being somewhat prepared would help me in the end. I'm not entirely sure. What I do know is, it was time for another podcast.
Why is it when I upload pics here, they are always sideways? Also... Why is it when I need the kids to be quiet, they scream!? What gives!? Sometimes I just wish I could run away for a weekend without anyone and just sit in a room all alone. I want to hear NOTHING. When I was done recording this podcast, as I was sitting here writing this paragraph... The Lucas bomb went off. The crap has hit the fan here, and I'm tired of it. Everyone in this house is miserable. We all need to live our lives. I do that sometimes on my yoga instagram @linzydoesyoga
AUTISM SPEAKS... VOLUMES! I can't even believe that this is my life right now. Well, here we are being faced with one of the greatest challenges that autism has brought to my son's life. Why? Why does it have to be this way. I felt the need to catch up. How are YOU!?
It's been a long year. I needed to do this podcast for myself. I've been counting the days until today. I even have little calendars saved in my favorites with numbers on each day so I can keep track. It's sickening, and I'm so done. I can't believe what's happened. I honestly need to get myself back to a place of inner peace. I need music, chocolate & yoga. It's time for me to get back to writing.
@lindsaytayloryoga on ig!
I have a concussion from a car accident. I'm not so sure I should be podcasting like this, but I can't let the show go on without me now can I? So I will give you what I can here and it's not a lot, and yeah #sorrynotsorry
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@electriclinzyland - my personal ig
@twolbarm - Chris' personal ig
@rachelm3129 - Rachel my 18 Year Old
@lucasthorkelley - My Son's ig (BOB THE SKELETON)
@mysticpaintworks - And Mike <3